meri taqdeer me us chand ki chandni na thi,
dil ki tasveer me us ki sivaa kisi ki gujarish na thi,
yun to chahaan tha unhe itna ki khuda bhi rehem kar jataa
par usko shyd meri mohabbat ki aaarzoo hi na thi
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dil ke tukde gaalib galiyaaron me dhundta raha
dil ke tukde gaalib galiyaaron me dhundta raha
us laila ki mohabbat me majnu bana ghumta raha,
nikli jo un koochon se us haseen ki doli,
wo maykhaane ke darwaaze pe jaam pe jaam peeta raha
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teri annkhon mein utar jayegi urdu,
tere hoothon pe chadh jayegi urdu
aaeeey Ghalib is urdu ko samajhne ki koshish na kar
Ishq kar khud ba khud samajh mein aayegi urdu
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yun saanjh hui mujhe tera khayaal aaya,
teri zulfon ko sanwaarti hui hawaaon ka paigaam ayaa,
mujhse door rehke bhi roz milti hai tu chup chup ke,
doobte sooraj ke sath aati thi milne mujhe ye khayal aya....
Friday, October 30, 2009
meri zindagi ka ek lamha aisa bhi thaa
meri zindagi ka ek lamha aisa bhi thaa
jab mai deewaron pe khwaab sajaaya karta thaa
jab mai khilono ko yaar banaa leta thaa,
jab mai masoomiyat me maar bhi khaya karta thaa,
meri zindagi ka ek lamhaa aisa bhi tha,
jab mai chidion ke sang udne ki khwaish karta tha,
jab mai ammi ki god me soya karta thaa,
jab mai papa ka hath pakad ke chalta tha,
meri zindagi me ek lamha aisa bhi tha,
jab mai dunia ko bachchon ka khel samajhta tha,
jab mai bin soche kuch bhi baatein krta tha
jab mai cycle pe girte girte sambhalta tha.
ab mai dunia ki duniadari me khoya hua hun,
kuch banne ki jimmedari me daba hua hun,
kabhi raftar thami to ye khayal banta thaa,
un lamho ke baare me dil ne kuch aisa socha tha ,ki meri zindagi ka ek lamha aisa bhi thaa
jab mai bachpan ki galion se gujra thaa...
jab mai deewaron pe khwaab sajaaya karta thaa
jab mai khilono ko yaar banaa leta thaa,
jab mai masoomiyat me maar bhi khaya karta thaa,
meri zindagi ka ek lamhaa aisa bhi tha,
jab mai chidion ke sang udne ki khwaish karta tha,
jab mai ammi ki god me soya karta thaa,
jab mai papa ka hath pakad ke chalta tha,
meri zindagi me ek lamha aisa bhi tha,
jab mai dunia ko bachchon ka khel samajhta tha,
jab mai bin soche kuch bhi baatein krta tha
jab mai cycle pe girte girte sambhalta tha.
ab mai dunia ki duniadari me khoya hua hun,
kuch banne ki jimmedari me daba hua hun,
kabhi raftar thami to ye khayal banta thaa,
un lamho ke baare me dil ne kuch aisa socha tha ,ki meri zindagi ka ek lamha aisa bhi thaa
jab mai bachpan ki galion se gujra thaa...
Thursday, August 28, 2008
DESTINATION 25……….CUMIN
Yeah the title suggests in itself that what for its written , I am coming closer of being 25 year old and just an instinct came and provoked me to write about my journey which will be having its silver jubilee celebrations, but is that worth celebrating for . To an extent yes , if I see from the perspective of my parents and grand parents as they cuddled me since I was a non speaking , non walking creature :-P . It’s a dream come true for them, if we see in business terms its like the investment they made 25 year ago and with god's grace I performed reasonably well , if not great dividends but still for them I was the best mutual fund in the offering :-D. Love you mom love you dad , and above all love my GRANNIES to give me such a wonderful world to live in.
But the journey is not over yet , probably it is just a beginning as we have a suitable dialogue for this scenario (PICTURE ABHI BAKI HAI MERE DOST). Probably those days will never come again , I miss those small gifts on my birthdays …they meant a lot to me ….used to wait from summer vacations itself that when 21 september will land to the calendar, where my eyes used to lit up(in my childhood) ,whenever a day passed. Literally those birthdays were mesmerising, mom cooking my favourite food, I was not scolded on that day hehe….yeah u must be thinking was that my daily apetite?..to an extent yes…I was notorious and playing cricket in streets was the thing which was a huge concern those days for my family as it was waste of time (ACC TO THEM nt ME i loved breaking mirrors :-) ). I still remember the my birthday in 1992 when my father bought a cricket kit for me ..i was like on cloud 9 , I hugged him and ran with that kit straight to the ground…goshhhh….was I mad ….i played 5 hours continous with my friends. These were some of the days I always cherish , as they are memories now…and memories are the best things which we can cherish. :-).
In college days birthdays were more of a scary one … being in hostels staying away from home and all ……
Hang on….not because I didn’t have friends …its because I had many in my BE….yeah I think u might have guessed, it was due to those hard metal birthday bumps…..gosh those kicks were so hot to handle….but those were fun too….but only when my butts used to cum at normal temperature :-P….we used to have gr8 booze parties and all the fun . Apart from that some secret dates also with my beloved :-) …..those were essential otherwise
I will be fired …..in terms of corporate :-) yeah college days romance best thing in bachelors life hehe..golden time dnt miss go and grab one :-P...….
Now the birthdays post college …well ….basically these are just a formal announcement of getting one year older ..probably like just another anniversary….kinda JOB anniversary and all. Most of the time bdays are a good let off for boozing …somebody dnt stop me that day J……so its like purchasing a good branded bottle…but hang on where are my friends…..well we lift pegs on fone now :-(…….cheers …the greatest irony is today we have money we have all the lucrative things around but not those college time gang and masti….so even these expensive brands wont help…life was much fun when we used to hang on with those brands suiting our pockets ….boy I like to live those moments again…..but cant…..as a dialogue suggests ….frm RDB …laakhon DJ piss gaye is duniya ke jjhamele me …..we are also one of those…..
But so what cheers …and live life king size …..time is a machine …which drills you more and more as you live with it so keep going dnt panic dnt frustrate ……just try out different ways and enjoy..cos remember there is only one life to live…..either live for living it …or live for making it your life…YOUR LIFE……YOUR DESTINY….YOUR DESTINATION……
Anshul
But the journey is not over yet , probably it is just a beginning as we have a suitable dialogue for this scenario (PICTURE ABHI BAKI HAI MERE DOST). Probably those days will never come again , I miss those small gifts on my birthdays …they meant a lot to me ….used to wait from summer vacations itself that when 21 september will land to the calendar, where my eyes used to lit up(in my childhood) ,whenever a day passed. Literally those birthdays were mesmerising, mom cooking my favourite food, I was not scolded on that day hehe….yeah u must be thinking was that my daily apetite?..to an extent yes…I was notorious and playing cricket in streets was the thing which was a huge concern those days for my family as it was waste of time (ACC TO THEM nt ME i loved breaking mirrors :-) ). I still remember the my birthday in 1992 when my father bought a cricket kit for me ..i was like on cloud 9 , I hugged him and ran with that kit straight to the ground…goshhhh….was I mad ….i played 5 hours continous with my friends. These were some of the days I always cherish , as they are memories now…and memories are the best things which we can cherish. :-).
In college days birthdays were more of a scary one … being in hostels staying away from home and all ……
Hang on….not because I didn’t have friends …its because I had many in my BE….yeah I think u might have guessed, it was due to those hard metal birthday bumps…..gosh those kicks were so hot to handle….but those were fun too….but only when my butts used to cum at normal temperature :-P….we used to have gr8 booze parties and all the fun . Apart from that some secret dates also with my beloved :-) …..those were essential otherwise
I will be fired …..in terms of corporate :-) yeah college days romance best thing in bachelors life hehe..golden time dnt miss go and grab one :-P...….
Now the birthdays post college …well ….basically these are just a formal announcement of getting one year older ..probably like just another anniversary….kinda JOB anniversary and all. Most of the time bdays are a good let off for boozing …somebody dnt stop me that day J……so its like purchasing a good branded bottle…but hang on where are my friends…..well we lift pegs on fone now :-(…….cheers …the greatest irony is today we have money we have all the lucrative things around but not those college time gang and masti….so even these expensive brands wont help…life was much fun when we used to hang on with those brands suiting our pockets ….boy I like to live those moments again…..but cant…..as a dialogue suggests ….frm RDB …laakhon DJ piss gaye is duniya ke jjhamele me …..we are also one of those…..
But so what cheers …and live life king size …..time is a machine …which drills you more and more as you live with it so keep going dnt panic dnt frustrate ……just try out different ways and enjoy..cos remember there is only one life to live…..either live for living it …or live for making it your life…YOUR LIFE……YOUR DESTINY….YOUR DESTINATION……
Anshul
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
SIX YEARS AWAY FROM HOME , EVEN THE WALLS DISOWN ME NOW…….
SIX YEARS AWAY FROM HOME , EVEN THE WALLS DISOWN ME NOW…….
When I see myself today down the line at this point , a nostalgia creeps in and asks is that the same dream I am living which I used to see 6 years back , when I was an aspiring kid at my home in Delhi. Well its been 6 long years that I have left my home and just visited my native Delhi and my family as a guest.
First four years were engineering days, they were fun if we see from some perspective like making friends , having fun and all. But was all it meant to be only, no I went there to make it big , I went there to derive a path of a successful individual in whichever stream I may get into.
I entered the IT industry for pursuing my so called dreams( so called dreams they became only when the corporate reality was unleashed) after four years of so called BACHELOR OF ENGINEERING J . Its been two years in corporate and as I was an electronics and communication stream engineer, I derive an analogy of my journey with flip flops ….but it had more flops and I can't blame anybody for that instead I think destiny is making me strive for my peak, but dont know till when. Even at some moments I felt destiny came and whispered , but alas I was awake at that time.
But a looser must have kept these things in mind and could have gone in a shell of discomfort, I rather faced it with tenacity and made my own paths and still doing it, I had my vengeance many times but only for some occasions. Survive ,Survive and survive this is what the mantra I followed.
I didn't made it big enough , but I am a certain help for my parents and family now in monetary aspects but the irony is they want to be with me, not with my moneyL. And the constraints of my company has not let me do that yet, but still am not down and out, I will come up from this Black hole down south in INDIA and go back to my place , my family.
These SIX years have taught me a lot , have transformed a innocent Anshul to a wicked, mature and tougher one, have raised the threshold of my patience a lot. Have made me more self dependent and a definite helping hand to my father. It has giving me some great friends , it has given me love , affection and care from an angel. But six years are like an ERA I have spent out of home, it seems now even the walls of */1**27 street-3 , Subhash park Delhi have disowned me.
Well keeping this nostalgia apart , there is still a lot left in me I guess J, so I will go great guns in the future also and survive this EXILE , and one day I will definitely own my walls again on which I used to project my dreams in childhood assuming them as my paint book.
When I see myself today down the line at this point , a nostalgia creeps in and asks is that the same dream I am living which I used to see 6 years back , when I was an aspiring kid at my home in Delhi. Well its been 6 long years that I have left my home and just visited my native Delhi and my family as a guest.
First four years were engineering days, they were fun if we see from some perspective like making friends , having fun and all. But was all it meant to be only, no I went there to make it big , I went there to derive a path of a successful individual in whichever stream I may get into.
I entered the IT industry for pursuing my so called dreams( so called dreams they became only when the corporate reality was unleashed) after four years of so called BACHELOR OF ENGINEERING J . Its been two years in corporate and as I was an electronics and communication stream engineer, I derive an analogy of my journey with flip flops ….but it had more flops and I can't blame anybody for that instead I think destiny is making me strive for my peak, but dont know till when. Even at some moments I felt destiny came and whispered , but alas I was awake at that time.
But a looser must have kept these things in mind and could have gone in a shell of discomfort, I rather faced it with tenacity and made my own paths and still doing it, I had my vengeance many times but only for some occasions. Survive ,Survive and survive this is what the mantra I followed.
I didn't made it big enough , but I am a certain help for my parents and family now in monetary aspects but the irony is they want to be with me, not with my moneyL. And the constraints of my company has not let me do that yet, but still am not down and out, I will come up from this Black hole down south in INDIA and go back to my place , my family.
These SIX years have taught me a lot , have transformed a innocent Anshul to a wicked, mature and tougher one, have raised the threshold of my patience a lot. Have made me more self dependent and a definite helping hand to my father. It has giving me some great friends , it has given me love , affection and care from an angel. But six years are like an ERA I have spent out of home, it seems now even the walls of */1**27 street-3 , Subhash park Delhi have disowned me.
Well keeping this nostalgia apart , there is still a lot left in me I guess J, so I will go great guns in the future also and survive this EXILE , and one day I will definitely own my walls again on which I used to project my dreams in childhood assuming them as my paint book.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
"KOSHISH" A POEM BY ME
koshish hai ek nek,
manzil me hai faansle anek,
jhujhna to aadat hai ab,
pakad li hai zidd si ek.
koshish hai ek nek,
jeeta to hai bandaa har ek,
magar aisa bhi kya jeena,
jisme na junoon na aasra
koshish hai ek nek,
aage badhne ki bimari hai ek,
rishtey bhul jaate hai jag ke hum
bhul jaate hai ki zindagi apni hai ek
koshish hai ek nek,
kuch karne ki koshish hai ek,
kuch paane ki koshish hai ek,
bus koshish ki koshish hai ek
BY ::: ANSHUL
manzil me hai faansle anek,
jhujhna to aadat hai ab,
pakad li hai zidd si ek.
koshish hai ek nek,
jeeta to hai bandaa har ek,
magar aisa bhi kya jeena,
jisme na junoon na aasra
koshish hai ek nek,
aage badhne ki bimari hai ek,
rishtey bhul jaate hai jag ke hum
bhul jaate hai ki zindagi apni hai ek
koshish hai ek nek,
kuch karne ki koshish hai ek,
kuch paane ki koshish hai ek,
bus koshish ki koshish hai ek
BY ::: ANSHUL
Saturday, August 25, 2007
three ways to live life
Many people learn this lesson the hard way, after it's too late. Honestly, being calm and letting everyone sort out their feelings is the best way sometime. It's childish to expect attention RIGHT then, just because you need it, and not show respect to the other person. It's hard, but if it's right, they'll come around.
What if the person's really stubborn, and they want to come to you, but don't know how? You try, and if they keep pushing, then walk away. Even if you can see through their words, sometimes, it's better to just leave.
So, what if you love someone so much, but they just don't love you anymore?
Honestly, you need to walk away. As hard as it might be, it's easier than trying to force someone to love you. Show respect for yourself as a person, as well as the other person involved. If they don't feel right with you, you can't make them. If it's meant to be, it will. If not, then neither of you are going to be happy. Calling them, messaging them, trying to force them to see things your way is not the mature way of dealing with the situation. It can be really tough if you'd imagined a future with them, thought they were the "one".... but if they don't feel the same, how can that be?
#2 Don't be scared of being alone, everyone has good qualities that someone will appreciate. Join a club, be with your friends... take up a new hobby, focus on self growth and what you need to be happy! So many people don't do this, but it's really important to leading to healthy life. Write music, listen to songs, paint, bike ride... find something that helps you heal.
#3:Sometimes people say hurtful things when they're angry, even when they don't really mean them. Some people can see through them, see where the anger comes from. Some people react to words right away, and are really hurt.
How does one dictionary define happy? From dictionary.com
1. Characterized by good luck; fortunate.
2. Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.
3. Being especially well-adapted; felicitous: a happy turn of phrase.
4. Cheerful; willing: happy to help.
5.
a. Characterized by a spontaneous or obsessive inclination to use something. Often used in combination: trigger-happy.
b. Enthusiastic about or involved with to a disproportionate degree. Often used in combination: money-happy; clothes-
And to sum it all up.....what's the best way to live happy life? Find what you need to be happy. Not just from a person, but from yourself. Show respect, even if it hurts, it's better for everyone involved. Try to understand where people are coming from before reacting in anger. But this might not be what everyone needs to live a happy life. This is just one person's tale of growing up. Find yours, no matter how much it may hurt, how alone you might feel, how much you question your choices. There are many guides out there for finding personal happiness, such as Ehappy Life. If people follow what they know is right for them, how can they go wrong?
Stormy days will turn to sunny ones eventually!
Flowers At Night...
What if the person's really stubborn, and they want to come to you, but don't know how? You try, and if they keep pushing, then walk away. Even if you can see through their words, sometimes, it's better to just leave.
So, what if you love someone so much, but they just don't love you anymore?
Honestly, you need to walk away. As hard as it might be, it's easier than trying to force someone to love you. Show respect for yourself as a person, as well as the other person involved. If they don't feel right with you, you can't make them. If it's meant to be, it will. If not, then neither of you are going to be happy. Calling them, messaging them, trying to force them to see things your way is not the mature way of dealing with the situation. It can be really tough if you'd imagined a future with them, thought they were the "one".... but if they don't feel the same, how can that be?
#2 Don't be scared of being alone, everyone has good qualities that someone will appreciate. Join a club, be with your friends... take up a new hobby, focus on self growth and what you need to be happy! So many people don't do this, but it's really important to leading to healthy life. Write music, listen to songs, paint, bike ride... find something that helps you heal.
#3:Sometimes people say hurtful things when they're angry, even when they don't really mean them. Some people can see through them, see where the anger comes from. Some people react to words right away, and are really hurt.
How does one dictionary define happy? From dictionary.com
1. Characterized by good luck; fortunate.
2. Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.
3. Being especially well-adapted; felicitous: a happy turn of phrase.
4. Cheerful; willing: happy to help.
5.
a. Characterized by a spontaneous or obsessive inclination to use something. Often used in combination: trigger-happy.
b. Enthusiastic about or involved with to a disproportionate degree. Often used in combination: money-happy; clothes-
And to sum it all up.....what's the best way to live happy life? Find what you need to be happy. Not just from a person, but from yourself. Show respect, even if it hurts, it's better for everyone involved. Try to understand where people are coming from before reacting in anger. But this might not be what everyone needs to live a happy life. This is just one person's tale of growing up. Find yours, no matter how much it may hurt, how alone you might feel, how much you question your choices. There are many guides out there for finding personal happiness, such as Ehappy Life. If people follow what they know is right for them, how can they go wrong?
Stormy days will turn to sunny ones eventually!
Flowers At Night...
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