SIX YEARS AWAY FROM HOME , EVEN THE WALLS DISOWN ME NOW…….

SIX YEARS AWAY FROM HOME , EVEN THE WALLS DISOWN ME NOW…….

When I see myself today down the line at this point , a nostalgia creeps in and asks is that the same dream I am living which I used to see 6 years back , when I was an aspiring kid at my home in Delhi. Well its been 6 long years that I have left my home and just visited my native Delhi and my family as a guest.
First four years were engineering days, they were fun if we see from some perspective like making friends , having fun and all. But was all it meant to be only, no I went there to make it big , I went there to derive a path of a successful individual in whichever stream I may get into.

I entered the IT industry for pursuing my so called dreams( so called dreams they became only when the corporate reality was unleashed) after four years of so called BACHELOR OF ENGINEERING J . Its been two years in corporate and as I was an electronics and communication stream engineer, I derive an analogy of my journey with flip flops ….but it had more flops and I can't blame anybody for that instead I think destiny is making me strive for my peak, but dont know till when. Even at some moments I felt destiny came and whispered , but alas I was awake at that time.
But a looser must have kept these things in mind and could have gone in a shell of discomfort, I rather faced it with tenacity and made my own paths and still doing it, I had my vengeance many times but only for some occasions. Survive ,Survive and survive this is what the mantra I followed.

I didn't made it big enough , but I am a certain help for my parents and family now in monetary aspects but the irony is they want to be with me, not with my moneyL. And the constraints of my company has not let me do that yet, but still am not down and out, I will come up from this Black hole down south in INDIA and go back to my place , my family.
These SIX years have taught me a lot , have transformed a innocent Anshul to a wicked, mature and tougher one, have raised the threshold of my patience a lot. Have made me more self dependent and a definite helping hand to my father. It has giving me some great friends , it has given me love , affection and care from an angel. But six years are like an ERA I have spent out of home, it seems now even the walls of */1**27 street-3 , Subhash park Delhi have disowned me.

Well keeping this nostalgia apart , there is still a lot left in me I guess J, so I will go great guns in the future also and survive this EXILE , and one day I will definitely own my walls again on which I used to project my dreams in childhood assuming them as my paint book.